Douglas Lawson Sager

Always Loved

Forever  Remembered

I Love & Miss You

 This website is in Loving memory of one very loved guy,Douglas Lawson Sager, but On December 26th 2006 Doug was prematurely taken away from us. The shock of his loss is something that is still felt by his family, friends and co-workers. We will never again experience his wit, charm and intelligence, But we do have our memories that will stay with us for as long as we live. Doug leaves behind the two most important in his life his two daughter's who he lived his life for since the day they were born,His wonderful Parents three amazing Brother's and their family,Aunts,Uncles,Cousins,Co-workers who thought the world of him,so many friends,three best friends Randall,Darren & John who were friends for 20+years and their family and his #3 girl who he took with him her heart when he left.Without Doug things will never be the same but one thing for sure his memory will live on forever in all who loved him.There isn't a day that goes by that Doug is not thought of.There are no words to express enough how much he is missed and loved.Doug was born in Kalamazoo Michigan in 1957 and graduated from Paw Paw High School in Paw Paw Michigan in 1975.Moving to Florida in 1982.Doug worked the last 25 years for Palm Beach County. He has been recognized for his accomplishments and leadership in the Code Enforcement Division, He was honored and awarded in 2005 the most prestious award given to P.B.C. employee's, The County Administrator Golden Palm Award. Doug was also promoted to Senior Code Enforcement Officer.He was respected by his peer's & co-workers, Doug was a hard worker and did so much for all.He volunteered himself for so many things such as The Hurricane Relief Cleanup,Toy Drives for Needy Children,Easter Seals Volunteer,and as a member of H.O.G. he was a volunteer worker for the P.B.C. Ladies of Harley's Yearly Chilli Cookoff with all proceeds going to Hospice. Doug loved his Harley and he did alot of riding all over.A couple week's ago Doug & I were at the Harley Davison store here for there Christmas party and we went in side the store so Doug could show me the 2007 Harley Bike he was going to buy himself for his 50th Birthday on March 11th 2007. Right now I know Doug is on that 2007 Harley riding all over the high sky's of Heaven looking down on all of us saying
WOW what a ride !!

I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH !!

AND MISS YOU MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW

YOUR FOREVER LOVE ~  Yvonne XOXOXX

I Love You Doug !!

Doug, I miss the look in your eyes,the way your soft brown hair would fall.I miss the colors you brought into my life,Your beautiful smile,those blue eyes and I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now saying it'll be alright,I miss so much the one my heart and soul confided in the one I felt so safe with the one who knew just what to say to make me laugh and let the light back in my life,I miss those times,I miss our nights,I miss our rides on the Harley,I miss your kisses,& hugs but most of all I just miss YOU...I Love You

I LOVE THIS PICTURE

Another picture I love of you in N.C. at Dry Falls what a beautiful day that was a day I'll never forget..

IT ONLY SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY SINCE YOU WENT AWAY, GOD CALLED FOR YOU TO EARN YOUR WINGS, OH HOW IT BROKE MY HEART THAT DAY! AS TIME GOES BY I WONDER IF THINGS WILL GET ANY EASIER FOR ME... WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AWAY,JUST TELL ME HOW CAN THIS BE? LIFE CAN SEEM SO UNFAIR WHEN WE LOSE THE ONES WE DEARLY LOVE,
YOU FIND YOURSELF WONDERING JUST WHAT YOU'RE WORTHY OF. ONE MINUTE ALL YOU LOVE IS THERE AND IN AN INSTANCE IT'S ALL GONE, ALTHOUGH I HAVE YOUR MEMORIES,HOW CAN I CARRY ON? I KNOW A PART OF YOU IS STILL HERE WITH ME AND WILL FOREVER BE, INSIDE MY HEART I CARRY YOU AND ALL YOUR MEMORIES. EACH TIME I FEEL I'M ALL ALONE & THAT YOU'RE FAR AWAY... I'LL LOOK INSIDE THIS HEART OF MINE,WHERE YOU'LL FOREVER STAY!

Doug

I thought of you with love today,
but that is nothing new,
I thought about you yesterday and days
before that too.
I think of you in silence, I often speak
your name,
All I have are memories and your
picture's in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake, with
which I'll never part.
God has you in His keeping, I have you
in my heart

I was with you...all day today,
I walked with you, along the way.
I’ve seen your eyes. I know your fear.
I wish you understood how I am here.
I am here because you know me.
You know me through and through.
You recognize my voice, because it recognizes you.
The truth says it’s not different now, only you can’t see
Because you use your eyes and ears, you may not know it’s me.
So, close your eyes and rest your thought, let me show you how
To know that I am with you, so you will never doubt.
I use the wind, instead of lips, when I want to kiss your cheek.
I’m morning dew in the air that makes you think of me.
I’m the bird outside your window that wakes you way too soon.
I’ll be the loudest of them all, so you’re sure to catch my tune.
Give to me the moment, every time I cross your mind.
Don’t dare pull away, because you lack the time.
I’m trying very hard to tell you I am near.
On the radio, there I am, the very next song you hear.
I have a message just for you.
Don’t pull away, let it through.
Listen! Listen! Not for my voice, listen! Shhhhh.
Those words are my choice.
There’s a stranger passing by, bumps your shoulder, catch his eye.

 There I am. Please be kind.
The old book you found yesterday underneath the bed,
Turn the page, stop anywhere. Tell me, what have you read?
Me! A message from me, the only way I do. There I am, everywhere.

Now I’m more a part of you.
I’m the flower in your garden that blooms with little rain,
Giving you beauty, in color, in hopes to ease your pain. 
Look at my face carefully, can’t you see me clear?
I will help you now, carry your burden light.
Know that I will hold you. Walk your days and sleep your nights.
I can do this now, because I have no limit you see.
I have all the world as tools to give you Love from Me.
Although it’s time to close this note, my words still linger on,
And my heart is burning brightly now, so
Listen! Shhhhh....I'm talking to your heart~

I Miss You So Much

I'll Never Stop Loving You

IN MEMORY OF

DOUGLAS LAWSON SAGER

On June 2nd at Paw Paw High School in Paw Paw Michigan where Doug graduated from in 1975, Two senior students were awarded with a 1,000 dollar scholarship in memory of Doug,something I wanted to do in Doug's Memory for his 1 year Anniv.in Heaven which was Dec.26th 2007~ So as Doug's memory lives on and will touch two more life's as he touched all our life's..and the way he touched my life,It will be something I will never forget.Douglas Lawson Sager will forever be in my heart !!! 

Mr.David Sager who is Doug's Dad's Brother who lives in Paw Paw Michigan was there to present the two scholarships in honor of Doug to the two girl's who were awarded with them.

Thank-You so much Mr.Sager

I know Doug was looking down on all of you with that big beautiful smile of his.

CONGRADULATION'S TO THE BOTH OF YOU !!!

There will never be any words to express how much Doug is missed.

I Love You Douglas Sager And Even Tho We Have To Be So Far Apart From Each Other Now,I Have To Believe One Day We Will Be Together Again,

With each passing season I miss you more and more.

My Doug~My Harley Angel

The tattoo on Doug's arm of his two Angels

his two daughters Keri & Lyndsi who are his life.

Doug was the # 1 Dad for sure,No matter what,

His daughter's were at the top of his list,He did

everything with his girls and was so proud of them.

Doug with his crew from work,he had taken them out to lunch for Christmas & they were outside of where they had lunch Dec.2006 last pictures taken of Doug.Jupiter Fla.

Last pictures taken of Doug

The End of Doug's last pictures taken on Dec.13th 2006

YOU HOLD A PLACE INSIDE MY HEART
NO ONE ELSE CAN EVER FILL,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
AND I FOREVER WILL.
TIME WON'T EVER ERASE THE MEMORIES
AND ALL THE
THOUGHTS OF YOU, FOR YOU'LL ALWAYS BE
MY ANGEL AND MY LOVE WILL
STAY FOREVER TRUE.
I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH...
MORE THAN ANY WORDS CAN EVER SAY,
AND I 'LL KEEP YOU CLOSE TO MY HEART
EACH AND EVERYDAY!
EACH NIGHT AS I LIE DOWN TO SLEEP
AND A TEAR FALLS FROM MY EYES,
KNOW I'M THINKING OF YOU
AND THIS WILL NEVER BE GOOD-BYE.

The Angels

Did the angels come from heaven
To help you through that afternoon
Did they feel your terror
And take away your fright

Did the angels bear the pain
That was being done to you
Did they hear your cries of fear
And stay to help you through

Did the angels hold you tightly
The way I would have done
Did they know how I would feel
And wish they were the one

Did the angels cry out loudly
For the unjustness of your plight
Did they call Lord Jesus
And lead you to the light

Did the angels softly kiss your cheek
Before you took your leave
Did they remind you how I loved you so
And forever more I’d grieve

Did the angels whisper in your ear
Don’t worry you will not go alone
Did they know part of me went with you
The day God called you home.

I’ll always see your face the corner of your smile and all the little things that no one will ever know like it was yesterday, won’t ever fade away goodbye is just a word that I will never say you will never be forgotten a million days could pass us by but what is time but just a dream oh I still feel you here with me you’re more than a memory oh you will never be forgotten I can‘t hold your hand or look into your eyes and when I talk to you it just echoes in my mind but If hearts are made of dust and if we fell from the stars I look up tonight and know just where you are you will never be  forgotten a million days could pass us by but what is time but just a dream oh I still feel you here with me you’re more than a memory oh you will never be forgotten and the world just keeps on going It has no way of knowing that you’re gone.

Doug,
Had I known how this would end, I would have loved you anyway. You were taken so soon and unexpectedly, You were amazing and I thank God
for the precious time he gave me with you, and I thank you for letting me be apart of your life. I will treasure our memories & time together. You not only touched my life, You touched so many others. You are so special and I know I will be with you again (someday).I will never forget you and will keep the memory of you alive! God got a true Angel when he called you home. I love you as much now as I did when we were together.I honestly believe you were my soulmate... My forever love! I miss you so very much not a day goes by not even a minunte that you're not on my mind.God knows how much I wish you were still here,I know you knew I was with you in the end and will be when I come home.There will never be any good-bye's only see you soon.
I Love You Boo.
Yours Forever,Yvonne

Doug and Yvonne  11~06
Doug is the most loving & caring guy
I have ever met and I love him so
very much,there are no words to 
express how much I am missing him. 

Darren Randall & Doug
Best friends for life these guys went through so much together they were always there for one another.It was fun to get all together and hear them talk about pass years and they do have some good storys.They were all married once then around about the same time they all became single again so watch out then Randall met his Susan and they got married w/Doug bestman then Darren met his Susan and they got married just this pass Feb.07 and Doug was to be his bestman also but Doug's daughters stood up for their dad as Darren's bestman how beautiful they looked but also so sad and so many tears but we all knew Doug was there with all of us.
Life for these guys will never be the same.
 How can it there's a big part of them missing..



IT ONLY SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY SINCE YOU WENT AWAY, GOD CALLED FOR YOU TO EARN YOUR WINGS, OH HOW IT BROKE MY HEART THAT DAY! AS TIME GOES BY I WONDER IF THINGS WILL GET ANY EASIER FOR ME... WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AWAY,JUST TELL ME HOW CAN THIS BE? LIFE CAN SEEM SO UNFAIR WHEN WE LOSE THE ONES WE DEARLY LOVE,
YOU FIND YOURSELF WONDERING JUST WHAT YOU'RE WORTHY OF. ONE MINUTE ALL YOU LOVE IS THERE AND IN AN INSTANCE IT'S ALL GONE, ALTHOUGH I HAVE YOUR MEMORIES,HOW CAN I CARRY ON? I KNOW A PART OF YOU IS STILL HERE WITH ME AND WILL FOREVER BE, INSIDE MY HEART I CARRY YOU AND ALL YOUR MEMORIES. EACH TIME I FEEL I'M ALL ALONE & THAT YOU'RE FAR AWAY... I'LL LOOK INSIDE THIS HEART OF MINE,WHERE YOU'LL FOREVER STAY! 





My life forever changed when I met you and now my life is forever changed because you're gone.How am I going to watch football without you to harass or vice versa? Doug promise me one thing,don't you pull too many strings up there so the Saints win~just remember my Cowboys need some help too !! I want so much to sit and talk to you,I want my phone to ring and you be on the other end,I want to hear your voice on my answering machine~~but all I hear is the silence. I don't like this Doug,it was way to soon and so sudden.I still see that great smile of your's and who could forget those beautiful blue eyes.Doug now I have some questions for you, 

Where'd you go? 
Why did you leave so soon?
Are you happy?
Are you at peace?
Do they have Code Enforcement Officer's where you are?
What's it like up there?
What time do you get up?
Are you still watching two and a half men on Mon.nights?
Do you go riding on that new Harley alot?
Is the food good?
Do you grill for everyone there too?
How's the food?
Do they play cards up there?
Do they play our song~Have I told you lately/for you?
Have you seen James yet? Hows he doing?
Do you miss me?

Doug I think I've passed through the first phase,which is shock/denial. Well,maybe there's still some denial there,OK,maybe there's alot. I find myself still at the anger stage ,although where do I direct it,the E.R. or at the doctor's that should of been there but could only play guessing games on the phone,didn't want to leave there Christmas party's. Or maybe God ,who I always wanted to believe in,that allows human refuse to walk the earth but somehow needs to take you away from so many that loved you and two daughter's who were your life.It's very hard, It's going to be a long journey,I can see that.You blessed my life & world with your kindness & caring & so much love.What an impact you left on me that will last a lifetime.I'll never forget you Doug I'll miss & love you always,until we are together again,save me a place next to you,we'll have so much to catch up on.
I love you boo..
                

I knew we’d spend this life side by side. I still feel the same though you’re so far away. I swear that you’ll always be my forever love I promise you someday we'll be together forever love. I won’t give up no matter what. I’ll be waiting for you forever love. Minutes and hours and years may go by but my heart knows nothing of time so don’t cry, just keep me right there in your dreams and hold on to these words of mine. Love is the road to our destiny. Nothing can change what is meant to be. ((your Boo))

Lyndsi,Doug & Keri

I am missing you so very much..LOVE YOU !!

I Miss You 

I often lie awake at night when the world is fast asleep and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon my cheeks rembering you is easy I do it every day but missing you is a heartache that never goes away
I Love You Doug..

Doug you are a loving,beautiful caring,sensitive,adoring,and wonderful boyfriend (soulmate) I know how much you were looking forward to the future,Hate our time got cut short. You gave to everyone you could the best way you knew how..and I know that will continue to bring smiles to not only my face but to the hundreds of others who were able to share a part of your life that was stolen away from you. You taught me how to truly love for the first time in my life and gave me so much love.I swore before I got with you that I would never love again because it was to painful. You changed all that.And you promised you'd never hurt me or make me go through the pain I'd gone through before.Over what seemed to be forever, My walls came down,you made me believe in love,hope and a future together,I always told you, you were my Angel sent to me from Heaven,because only an Angel could truly bless my life the way you did every  single day. Well Doug my Angel,your now in Heaven,and I feel that pain that you said I'd never feel again..But I did finally experience the love of a lifetime that so many can only hope to find.You are gone in the physical sense,but you live on in memories of everyone who knew you and loved you. I will forever love you.I miss my boo..


    
  With all my heart, with all my soul I will love you til the winds dont blow until the oceans turn to stone
I am yours and yours alone my love is forever until forevers gone. please, forgive me if sometimes
life comes between your heart and mine when it appears Ive shut you out remember this, you're all that really counts.with all my heart, with all my soul
I will love you til the winds dont blow until the oceans turn to stone I am yours and yours alone
my love is forever until forevers gone.sometimes I let this old world get in my way, when I do,
The thought of you gets me through the day.
with all my heart, with all my soul I will love you til the winds dont blow until the oceans turn to stone
I am yours and yours alone my love is forever until forevers gone... 
                    

If You Knew Doug You Loved Him
He Was Just that One Kind Of Guy.
He Will Be Remembered Forever.


 
 Imagine a world where no music was playing
And think of a church with nobody praying
Have you ever looked up at a sky with no blue?
Then you've seen a picture of me without you

Have you walked in a garden where nothing was growing or stood by a river where nothing was flowing if you've seen a red rose unkissed by the dew then you've seen a picture of me without you

 Can you picture heaven with no angels singing
or a quite Sunday morning with no church bells ringing if you've watched as the heart of a child breaks in two then you've seen a picture of me without you.



I am so alone without you, my life seems so bare
it is hard to look at tomorrow when you will not be there my heart cries from loneliness my soul is heavy with sorrow my hope and my joy is gone if you will not be there my days were once filled with happiness and now are filled with sadness My days were filled with hopes and dreams of joys that would fill tomorrow but now all is lost .. no hope .. no joy no dreams of tomorrow I feel so sad and empty inside I just miss you so much boo.   I look to the creator above in hopes of a brighter tomorrow to give meaning back to life to take the sadness from my heart,Oh .. Please give me peace of mind and understanding, too 



                                   

If I had only known it was the last walk in the rain
I'd keep you out for hours in the storm I would hold your hand like a lifeline to my heart underneath the thunder we'd be warm if I had only known it was our last walk in the rain if I had only known I'd never hear your voice again I'd memorize each thing you ever said and on those lonely nights I could think of them once more keep your words alive inside my head if I had only know I'd never hear your voice again you were the treasure in my hand you were the one who always stood beside me so unaware I foolishly believed that you would always be there but then there came a day and I turned my head and you slipped away if I had only known it was my last night by your side I'd pray a miracle would stop the dawn and when you'd smile at me I would look into your eyes and make sure you knew my love for you goes on and on
If I had only known 


                 
                                 



   
 Doug,I Love You So Much  
You are gone and with you my heart I know not how to live apart I remember the smile and sometimes your laugh and the way you breathed when you napped you gave me completeness in every single way and could brighten up nearly all my days but now those days have come and gone and now life looks rather strange beyond they say that time can mend your heart why oh why did we have to part?

          
Doug sending you this rose with all my love

I wrote your name in the sky,but the wind       
blew it away.I wrote your name in the sand     
but the waves washed it away.I wrote your 
name in my heart,and forever it will stay.

IN MEMORY OF MY DOUG

  
I LOVE YOU !!

I MISS YOU

When I think back on these times and the dreams
we left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life when I look back on these days I'll look and see your face you were right there for me in my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky and my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be. you showed me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me your love made me make it through oh, I owe so much to you you were right there for me and I want to thank you now for all the ways you were right there for me for always in my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky in my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life I'll keep you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be my Doug forever.

Never another to compare to my Doug
such a wonderful & caring guy to all.

Who can say for certain maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me your memory's so clear
deep in the stillness I can hear you speak you're still an inspiration Can it be (?) That you will be mine
forever love and you are watching over me from up above fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star I wish upon tonight to see you smile if only for awhile to know your there a breath away's not far to where you are are you gently sleeping here inside my dream and isn't faith believing all power can't be seen as my heart holds you just one beat away I cherish all you gave me 
everyday cause you are my forever love
watching me from up above and I believe that angels breathe and that love will live on and never leave .

I am so glad that I always told you how wonderful you were and that you were a dream come true, I never thought I would find what I found in you that would make me as happy as I was when we were together and now without you,So much sadness I miss you so much & I know you know,Doug I'll love you forever we will be together again, and as you would say (someday)

Some believe a star shining brightly in the heavens
represents the love of someone they can't see
others feel the butterfly dancing in their garden
is a symbol of a spirit flying free but when a gentle breeze caresses your hair or you see an eagle soar in the air should you smile and remember me in prayer oh, I will be there there's no need to say good-bye one day we'll be together remember me and smile I'm in your heart forever I'll feel the love you send until we're together again close your eyes
You'll find me sailing in the sunset riding waves of bluest oceans ever seen holding hands of all the others here before me my head upheld to hear the angels sing I can do all the things I've always dreamed of I'll be watching over you from above
Don't worry about me because I brought along all your love there's no need to say good-bye one day we'll be together remember me and smile I'm in your heart forever I'll feel the love you send until we're together again it doesn't matter where you are my love will shine upon you from that star
Like the butterfly, now I'm free ascending through the sky peacefully there's no need to say good-bye
one day we'll be together remember me and smile
I'm in your heart forever I'll feel the love you send
All the love you send and you hold on to the love I send until we're together again we'll be together again.

I need to talk with you again,
Why did you go away? 
Our time together still feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see a
single day without you,the things

we take for granted,we can sometimes 
   lose And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me... and all the tears I cry,
no matter how I try, they'll never bring you back to me won't you wait for me in heaven?

Do you remember how it was? when we never seemed to care, the days went by so quickly,
'Cause I thought you'd always be there...
and it's hard to let you go, though I know that I must try, I feel like I've been cheated,
Cause we never said goodbye...
and if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?   
'Cause I miss you so, and I need to know..


You left all who loved you
4 YEARS 10 Months ago today 11/26/11
and not a day goes by that we
don't miss you and so much 
wish you were still here with us.
Doug we all love you so much.
You may be gone but your
memory will live on forever
in all who love you so much.

 
Doug

Your in my heart,and in my soul,you have made my life complete.In my heart you shall stay to put that joy in my life and keep my sorrows far away..
 I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you .You were always there for me
My world was a better place because of you. Oh dear God I miss my Doug so much Just tell me please why him?





Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voice
Whispering gentle..into thin air at the edge
of the mountain I close my eyes sensing
your breathing..feeling you appear there
on the edge of my dreams I see your face
A twin soul...when we share eyes at the edge
of the mountain I catch my breath,Touching our
finger tips..mouth goes dry,in the shadows of
my dreams I kiss your lips so soft against mine.
At the edge of the mountain my heart slows
sharing our every breath..two hearts don't
refrain.In the deepest part of my dreams I feel
your touch,Breathless ..from the warmth of your
skin at the edge of the mountain I open my eyes
seeing only clouds..feeling..within on the edge of
my dreams is where I want to stay,It's there..I'm
forever in your arms..safe..sound at the edge of
the mountain,I'll remain breathless,For me ..no
greater love will ever be found.

Doug will you always be there on the edge of
my dreams?Will you always meet me to the
edge of the mountain? Yvonne,

I will wait for you..be there for you..always.Doug,




03~26~11
Doug,4 YEARS 10 Months ago today my
heart broke into a million pieces,
Never to be put together again
untill were together again.
I miss you every min. of each day.
I Love You with every broken
piece of my heart.You will never
be forgotten. yvonne

I miss the way you made me laugh and smile
I miss the days you drove me wild I miss the days we'd look each other in the eyes and not utter a sound I miss the true love I had finally found I miss the ways you made me feel I miss the broken heart you always knew how to heal I miss all the ways you touched me, You were the one that could unlock my heart,You had the only key,I miss you so much I want you back,I want to feel your gentle touch, No one will ever take your place oh how I miss you so,I can't wait till the day when I can again look,and touch your face I miss,love and need you here with me Because without you I can't find my way I can't see!

e-mail from my Doug
From: "DOUG SAGER" <rgravel1@msn.com> View Contact Details Add Mobile Alert
To: moodygirl51@yahoo.com
Subject: you,you,you
Date: Wed, 04 Oct 2006 06:47:34 -0400

It's you that has made me so happy, I didn't think it could happen
again. I
love you deeply and it seems like
we've
been together a life time. I love you and have a great day and
hopefully
I'll see you tonight, I miss you.
         Love you,Doug
  

Doug not only had that with his Mother he had it
with his whole family.Doug would do anything
when it came to his family but it is true
There is no love like a Mother's love for
her child.

Got a picture of you I carry in my heart,Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark,Got a memory of you I carry in my soul I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold If you asked me how I'm doin' I'd say just fine but the truth is Doug, if you could read my mind not a day goes by that I don't think of you after all this time you're still with me it's true somehow you remain locked so deep inside oh baby, not a day goes by,I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right and it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark wishin' you were next to me, your head against my heart
If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine but the truth is Doug, if you could read my mind not a day goes by that I don't think of you after all this time you're still with me it's true somehow you remain locked so deep inside  minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days seems it's been forever that I've felt this way not a day goes by that I don't think of you after all this time you're still with me it's true somehow you remain locked so deep inside 
and that is where you'll be forever in my heart.. 

Because I miss you my pain is stretched
across a broad cold winter and the core of my  heart is splintered because you're gone because 
I miss you,But this love lingers on and there is no seperation from your memory,No progression from our history and destiny without youis chained to a locked chest sinking to the bottom of the sea the sun now hurts my eyes tired of crying in darkness
because the light is not the same without You.
                                                      


*******My Doug*******


The song my Doug e-mailed me.
From: "DOUG SAGER" <rgravel1@msn.com> View Contact Details Add Mobile Alert
To: moodygirl51@yahoo com
Subject: Have I Told You Lately
Date: Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:28:22 -0400 

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do

For the morning sun in all its glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
You fill my life with laughter
And somehow you make it better
Ease my troubles thats what you do
Theres a love thats divine
And its yours and its mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do

Theres a love thats divine
And its yours and its mine like the sun
And at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray
To the one, to the one

And have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
You fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles thats what you do
Take away all my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles thats what you do 







Doug in my soul,there is a hole that can never be filled but in my heart there is hope and you are with me still in my heart you live onalways there never gone.Oh Doug you left too soon tho it may be true that we're apart you will live forever...in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,see you,touch you and someday I will again,Please know you are not forgotten until then you will be in my heart where you still live on.don't ever forget how much I love you !!



Your Memory will live forever
(Back window of my car) 

Once in every lifetime, someone comes along
The one special heart you've been waiting for
 your whole life long once in every lifetime,
God sends an angel from above to make your
 life complete who you can give your endless love.
When a love like this comes,make any sacrifice,
for the best things in life seldom come twice,Doug
there will be no love that compares to yours & mine,
A love from heaven that only comes once in every 
Lifetime.So now we know what happen that day at
the One Stop Snack Shop after 9 years
God made mine & your life complete,
So now I have to ask,Why was it taken
away?  




The banner I had made in memory of Doug  

                                                                                          

                                         
Missing You

You know   
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again.

All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me with
all of your charms.

Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,
it all belonged to you!

It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we kissed.

I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,

I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how far   
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place
in my heart.
I love you so much Doug. 

Life without Doug will never be the same
He was the greatest guy I had ever met.
He was loving,caring,to all he ever met,
He was so full of life and was so fun to be
with.He had gorgeous blue eyes and a smile
so beautiful would light up any room he walked
into.All I can say is Doug you are truely missed
by so many and if we all had only one wish each
they would all be the same,to have you back
in our life again,but don't you worry we will
all be together again "someday"

That was my Doug always in blue jeans.  

I'm Everywhere
Please don't mourn for me I'm still here,though you don't see I'm right by your side each night and day and within your heart I long to stay.My body is gone but I'm always near,I'm everything you feel,see or hear.My spirit is free,but I'll never depart as long as you keep me alive in your heart.I'll never wonder out of your sight I'm the brightest star on a summer night I'll never be beyond your reach I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach,I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around and the pure white snow that blankets the ground,I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond.The clear cool water in a quiet pond,I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in spring,the first warm raindrop that April will bring. I'm the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine and you'll see that the face in the moon is mine when you start thinking there's no one to love you,You can talk to me through the Lord above you,I'll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees and you'll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze,I'm the hot salty tears that flow when you weep and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep I'm the smile you see on a baby's face,Just look for me,I'm everyplace..       

One Incredible Guy who's missed so much
and loved even more.


There's those beautiful blue eyes that I miss so much.

The patch made in memory of
Doug from somebody from his
Biker's Club.
H.O.G.

I Loved My Doug So Much..

  Dry Falls- Cashiers N.C.when we were there on 9/3/06 We had a wonderful time and so much fun.Doug was always fun to be with and I will miss him so much that I can't even start to put in words. 
  
    
Douglas Lawson Sager

   I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Loving you everyday Doug, it's all I seem to do
I don't want you to forget that I'm waiting to be with you I'm not really sure how it works up there,
Are you waiting for me too? I hope you don't forget me, because I'm already sad enough. I'm trying to be strong as you would want me to be. I'm doing my best as you can probably see. I wake up every morning and try to carry on, trying not to remember,my True LOVE is gone I'll try to do all the things that need to be done.I'll do them while thinking of you so with my time I have I will try to make it great when all I want to do is stand in line and wait for that day I meet you at the Golden Gate. I Love You Doug and
miss you more than you'll ever know
XOXOXO YVONNE

                                        
      A Family Man       
We hope you know how special you are your truly 
a remarkable man.Your body has left but your 
memory remains,It was all part of Gods Heavenly 
plan,Your heart was as big as all of out doors.
 You touched everyone you met.If ever there was 
an angel on earth you were the guy no one could 
forget.Your family was on top of your list always 
along with God and his son,We know we'll meet in
 Heaven again when our work here on earth is  done.  

Doug with his two daughters on Thanksgiving weekend Nov.2006,These two girl's were Doug's life..

      That he was ! 

Doug you will never be forgotten !!




Doug my (boo)You don't know how much
I miss you I live each day as it comes
functioning in all my tasks smiling when
 needed even laughing at times,but inside
 I'm so alone.Each minute seems like an  
hour each hour seems like a day what
makes this time bearable are my thoughts
 of you and knowing I will be with you
  again someday.

I'll LOVE YOU fOREVER

        


I miss you so much
Doug.


  We all love you so very much Doug !!!

 WE ALL MISS YOU DOUG IT'S NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU..
  YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN OUR HEART'S--PBC. CO-WORKERS.

I miss that beautiful smile

and those blue eyes

I Love you Doug.